Screaming in Sweden


Love me, please love me
June 24, 2009, 11:26 am
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Dear my precious blog,

I just want to say,

my Wednesday has been really really really lovely so far.

I’m daydreaming.

And I have a present for you.

A playlist for daydreamers.

For you and me.

Hugs.

PS: A daydream is a visionary fantasy experienced while awake, especially one of happy, pleasant thoughts, hopes or ambitions.

PPS: If you do not have Spotify:

daydreamer



A reason (or two) to jump up and down
March 30, 2009, 12:14 pm
Filed under: Life, Love, Music

paint

Picture from here

Today I woke up feeling funny in my head.

It feels light. But it also feels… powerful. Strange. But good. Really good feeling.

And I have the urge to write about it and tell it to the world. To you.

Yesterday I stayed up late because I wanted to finish an oil painting – a study of a self-portrait by Van Gogh. It is one of the blue ones with really nice pink and yellow shades all over.  I hesitated before I started because I did not think I could paint that well.

And then somewhere amidst the brush strokes, I felt my hand took over. I stopped thinking. I stopped planning the space for lighter and darker colours on my palette. I just painted.

I felt effortlessly in control.
I felt alive… and excited.
I forgot the time and I forgot to eat my dinner.

At 2 a.m. it was done. I took a step back and stared at my work. Van Gogh looked younger than he did but I felt a sense of accomplishment. I was proud, amazed, and still very excited. And my left hand was sore from holding the palette.

Reluctantly, I left my “studio” and went to bed. My eyes were tired and my body was exhausted but I had never felt so awake. I thought about creating so many other paintings and crafty things that I had write it down.

Then I fell asleep somehow.

Today I woke up feeling funny in my head.

I feel alive.

*jumps up and down*

Here is the other reason to jump up and down.

I found a new music I love:

Coconut Records – West Coast



on such a winter’s day
December 2, 2008, 10:20 am
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we love the mama’s and the papa’s on a rainy tuesday dont we.

mamapapa

 



love love love
November 13, 2008, 12:35 pm
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...
a cold gray day in helsingborg needs a happy song.



Oh, well in 5 years time
We could be walking around a zoo
With the sun shining down over me and you
And there will be love in the bodies of the elephants too
And I'll put my hands over your eyes but you'll peek through

And there will be sun sun sun all over our bodies
And sun sun sun all down our necks
And there will be sun sun sun all over our faces
And sun sun sun so what the heck

'Cos I'll be laughing at all your silly little jokes
And we'll be laughing about how we used to smoke
All those stupid little cigarettes and drink stupid wine
'Cos it's what we needed to have a good time

But it was fun fun fun when we were drinking
And it was fun fun fun when we were drunk
And it was fun fun fun when we were laughing
And it was fun fun fun, oh it was fun

Oh, well I'll look at you and say it's the happiest I've ever been
And I'll say I know how you feel, I have to be James Dean
And she'll say yeah well I feel oh pretty happy too
And I'm always pretty happy when I'm just kicking back with you

And it'll be love love love all through our bodies
And it'll be love love love all through our minds
And it'll be love love love all over her face
And love love love all over mine

And though really all these moments are just in my head
I'll be thinking about them as I'm lying in bed
And I know that really it might not even come true
But in my mind I'm having a pretty good time with you

Oh in 5 years time I might not know you
In 5 years time we might not speak
In 5 years time we might not get along
In 5 years time you might just prove me wrong

Oh there will be love love love wherever you go
*hugs*